Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Wednesday, July 03, 2013

Stree-Free

June 28, 2013. Friday 11.30 PM. Today, Steve said he is leaving the dating site to put the ‘’dating’’ at the back burner coz he is pursuing further study by next fall. I was happy with the study idea but somehow I felt my heart torn apart with the thought it could be the last time we’d ever talk. It’s been a month since he first messaged me but I think I know better now how to deal with goodbyes. I’ve said goodbye to years, so a month will come in handy. Regardless the length of time, I couldn’t help but be sad. ‘’He’s not stressful to be around – I enjoy his company’’, is all I can say to myself. Then, he initiated the exchange of emails, I like it ^__^.
 
With my new lifestyle, relationship will be a big challenge for me. I always knew that, that’s why I never dared going back to school when I was in a relationship. Now, it’s the other way around – no relationship, just study! But… Of course I can make friends and perhaps flirt hahaha Well I’m not a flirt, I’m just cheeky! I will see how will Steve and Daisy friendship will go ^__^.
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