July 6, 2013. Saturday. 11.P.M. We still
chat at the dating site. He messages me or I message him, whoever sees each
other online first. And we email to share anything. I wish we live in one
street instead. It is obvious we both enjoy each other’s company, we complement
each other, but I think we don’t have a future together as to distance and the
level of interest when it comes to settling down as of this moment. Regardless
the pros and cons, I think I should refrain from any form of dating so I can
fully dedicate my time to work and studies only. I’m under so much pressure
these weeks which is very reassuring that I am a human. I just hope I wont crack no matter how toxic
any situation can be, but rather more calm dealing with things!
On the other side of my mind, keeping
this kind of friendship with Steve will further enhance my flexibility skill
which is essential in management. And to stumble across a warmhearted person
online is soothing which helps learnings about myself to continuously count and
surprise me.
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