Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Monday, September 23, 2013

The Feel Of It

September 21, 2013. Saturday. 1:30 A.M. When I wake up in about 6-7 hours, I’d be going to school for next trimester’s registration, then back to classes next Saturday. Yes, I am serious… it is indeed a marathon! I’m glad my work is going my way. I mean, I had been working my ass hard (sorry with the foul word) with the system programmers to simplify work process, so I deserve enough space to breath. It’s safe now to assume, I’d be going home on time from now on. With full time work plus full time study, I’m aiming not to lose my senses haha
 
Last Monday, I left work ahead of time to stand as one of the panels for the last group’s research oral defense. It went fine and I think I had served my purpose. As the second trimester is ending, I can’t help to take long breaths, this time they are pleasant. I have learned tremendously although at some points I experienced this so – called ‘’information overload’’. In many ways, it harnessed me. My job now is to apply these learnings. When New Year comes, I’ll start applying for a new job. My MBA won’t make sense if I’ll stay with my current job which does not really offer any option other than leave. Besides I no longer have any reason to stop at any point for considering anyone or anything. I learned my lesson on that too.
 
Moving on, I had been thinking of reducing one subject for next trimester but I ended up with a decision to take the same amount of units. I know I will probably be strangled with the same level of stress or even more, all the way to the end of this year, but it will damn please me when I get through it all. I believe I could make it. What can I do, I feel challenged! I enjoy the feel of it I guess Haha Well, I’m crossing my fingers, I think I’m gonna need it. Could you do the same for me, bloggers? ^__^.

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