Stress Relief

September 1, 2013. 11:30 A.M. I hope this date will freeze for a while. I still have many things to do for the finals and it means longer time. I cannot compromise my time at work coz I already took two half days off this week and I cannot do that again next week. I hate backlogs! I know I should have been doing it now rather than blogging but I need a moment to whine a bit to clear my head.

 

Last night, we extended time for our research class’ group 1 and 2 oral defense. The class was dismissed at 7:30, but my group’s defense will be next Saturday so I and 4 others brainstormed ‘til 9 PM. When I got home I just dropped dead on my bed til 8 this morning and still felt exhausted.

 

I woke up from an intense dream. I was like in the middle of a jungle, screaming and fighting for my life against a river monster. The huge and ugly looking creature was fish-like with large sharp teeth and fins and it was trying to tear me into pieces for its meal! I got scratches from fighting it. I got thrown and nearly drown from the raging river, which was a kilometer long and I couldn’t count how many times I had been chased down and up that river. In the other part of my dream was Steve, driving his car, sensed that I needed him. I didn’t how he did it but he drove to where I was and found me just when I finished slaughtering that creature. I looked messed up and weak but I was pretty much alive. When I saw him approaching I felt safer. I couldn’t afford to fight another creature so I just fell in his arms and he took me home.

 

I may have slept many hours but I still felt tired the moment I woke up. I’m just glad that he appeared in my dream giving me some kind of comfort. I value my dreams a lot coz they represents my unconscious mind and deeper part of my emotion. However I feel and whatever I experience in my waking hours affects them. I know I am mentally and emotionally stressed out and that I can see from the raging river plus that disgusting creature. Jeez, I’m glad I’ve defeated it. The hell, I’d let it eat me for its meal!

 

Oh, Steve sent me a record of him singing with his guitar last Friday morning and I just found it today. Alright, alright, I admit it, I love it! ^__^ Busted! I know I am easy to please but he strummed his guitar and sang a country song for me! He picked the one I like! How adorable that is! No one had done that for me before. Now I’m smitten by my friend! Haha the feeling eases my pressures and it’s just what I need right now! Thanks my dear Stevie *kisses for you!* ^__^.