Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Monday, September 02, 2013

Setting Aside Paranoia

August 18, 2013. 2.30 A.M. Sunday. This is often the scenario each time I am home from school- I am still awake 2-4 hours after midnight. Most Saturdays, I feel extra determined but extra exhausted too that the moment I get home, I would collapse on my bed for an hour or 2, then… I’m wide awake for hours! Now I am still very awake but yes I know I must sleep very soon, like real soon, not later than 3 A.M.
 
My presentation did not push through. The batch of 3 presentors needed extra time so I couldn’t fill in the last 30 minutes. As prepared as I was, I still felt relieved. Back to my original spot, there’s a batch of 4 presentors next meeting, before me. I have a feeling they will eat up the whole 3.5 hours then.
 
Now, I can put my paranoia aside and focus on my 2 final requirements, which deadlines are on the 31st. I want to finish them before I leave for my trip on Thursday. I hope I won’t be too busy at work but that I doubt. *Pheow!* I’ll do my best so I won’t be thinking of requirements during my trip and hopefully the typhoons will stay away from my radar then. Please typhoons, hear me out ^__^.

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