Last week I
was testing waters, by emailing my ex for the online library and sending him
message through viber. I know I deleted his number but it came up in the sync
list when I downloaded that application on my phone. Well tonight we got to
exchange more messages and though it went fine…. I feel like crashing someone’s
head right now! I really hate people who doesn’t take the initiative. See, he
has viber yet never suggested to me to use the application since he’s using it.
We could have called each other more often and for free, than chatting and
webcam only all the time. Well, why would I be surprised! Jeez, how I hate talking
to anyone who had stabbed me in the back, worst is… not only ones that he did!
I endured and accepted the consequences… I was willing to live with. I was freaking
serious! I have forgiven him but I never forget everything. Every good memory
of us, if there is any, is stained. I no longer desire even the slightest of
his being, even his simple ‘’hello’’. He was never gentle with the wounds he
caused me. He never was and if he ever was, he wasn’t doing it by heart. From
the love shared, eternal stubbornness and differences, busted lies (‘coz I had
been talking with his sister!) and choices made, this stupidity has to end!
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