Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Monday, June 04, 2012

Thirty First Day

Thirty First Day is a bittersweet day.
Sad for no exchange of words.
But I’m proud he has made up his mind.
Like I always wanted him to – being sure.
Keep it up!

Today, I cleared all the data in the phone he got me last 2008 – contacts, pictures, videos, messages, everything, and sold it within the day. I have not used it for a few months since I bought myself an android phone and have kept it for the sentimental value it holds, but after the break up I thought over everything. And today I was sure to give it up as part of clearing my surrounding by eliminating things one by one in a right and positive way. Clearer surrounding means clearer mind. I wanted to just give it away but instead I sold it at a very low price to give pride to whoever will buy it and to close the deal really quick. It’s still in a very good condition so it’s fairly worth to take.

To my phone. When u were taken right from my palm, my heart skipped a beat. But I have to stay firm on my decisions so farewell to you.

I am really weak when it comes to the matters of the heart. I often contradicted my instincts even though I knew each time I do, the result is always not good. He was my pride I held so dear in my heart I would always keep. Even if I saw everything coming, I chose to take risks, hoping later I'd be proven wrong, but then I was proven right. Well, he was my first boyfriend and sure I learned my lessons, so nxt time I’d see something coming, I’d know what I’d do. 

Tomorrow is another day and I will make it my day!

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