January 19, 2014. Sunday. 10.14 A.M. Yesterday I went out
for dinner with Joanna after school. She became close to me despite her strong
personality. Our personalities do not clash and I value people like that. It
was then just the two of us ‘coz Hershey couldn’t make it. She had to stay
longer in school for her presentation. Yesterday was our last day for our third
term and we could have celebrated it together! Well… cheers!
As we went on talking and the timing was just right, I
asked her if she completely believe that there is always a reason/s why people
ever met or cross path. She paused for a while and said yes, then she gave me a
scenario at school. Then I said, what if you happened to meet someone out of
the blue, have fun together and then after a short while, it‘s gone, as if you
two have not seen each other. Then she gave me another scenario depicting a
possible reason behind it.
I love hearing other peoples view on different things and
it really pays off when you are picky with friends, coz the genuine ones
(doesn’t matter if you only have 1 or 2) speak of words you can always rely on.
Then I said, ‘’Right! And it makes me remember the line, ‘everyone you meet
always has something you do not know about. Thus, you always learn at every
meeting, no matter how small it may seem.’’’
That’s it! All those I whined about from my previous post
make sense. They were all my reasons why I had to meet Aldwin but I was caught
in between my infatuation and wanting him around rather than letting him go and
appreciating what meeting him brought to my life. As much as I crave to have
someone to share life with, I can’t be pushy about it to the one I desire. I do
express my feelings but the initial part of relationship always goes down to a
man with a desire and willpower to be with me rather than me chasing after a
man.
I am glad about myself that after so much pain in loving,
I still can manage to feel in love and go an extra mile to try fall in love.
Loving is still a blessing and I have lots of it to share. But for now, I have
to keep my head straight, with work and school. I need to review for my
comprehensive written and oral exams for this year while taking the last two
terms of my MBA. So, as to dating, I’m taking a break but keeping my line open.
And love… well… love will eventually come my way at the right time. I believe
so.
I don’t really look at anyone’s looks or possessions or
benefits I can possibly have ‘coz I believe I can be successful in my own way.
I prefer to always look on how a person is towards me ‘coz it’s something that
will always matter when life turns sour. I am still hopeful that someday, that someone
will come into my life and will play that part. Cheers for the future, blogger!
^__^
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