Not A Friend Material

I deleted him this morning in my messenger list. Not because I am upset but because I want convenience, for myself and for him (in case he is bothered by me coming back online after months 'coz he has been online a lot lately too). After I replied to him days ago, he seemed couldn’t see me at all. I messaged him today, initiating a conversation. And then, I couldn’t find him to be a friend material and I think he feels the same towards me. Earlier, he seemed to be a short-tempered or a defensive angry man and I didn't like it. I found that kind of confidence quite charming before but not anymore. I'm done being too understanding anyway. Well, though my interest is gone, I am truly glad to know that he’s been seeing his son a lot ‘coz I always like to imagine and bet with myself and everyone that he’s at his best for him, thinking mostly of him. With that, I felt my spirit lifted up and I am convinced that today is the day to finally eliminate him in my list and me in his. I am happy to totally let him go, even without a trace of me. Given the ability to remember so many things, almost every little detail, I hope for thoughts and memories of all sorts about us be deleted too. I’m not sure how coz my memory is powerful but according to my guts, deleting him in my messenger list will help.