February 9, 2013. Saturday. 11 PM. Classes
had started today and I am challenged. It’s been 5 years since I graduated
college and it is very refreshing to be back studying. I missed school. This
time I want to give my best shot. Not because I did not give my best during my
college years but because I want to make most of my study now. I was occupied
with a lot of things. At some point, I was working as a service crew in a fast
food chain after my classes, which I would never exchange for anything though.
I totally loved the experience. I eventually had to leave it coz diploma was
the main goal after all. I helped my parents with the family business too so
whenever I was home, it seldom was for self study or anything related to it. But
family comes first so it really didn’t bother me. I was busy with my love life
as well, occupying same amount of time I spent in my classes everyday. I was
madly in love. Now that I am doing it on my own, with just me and my full time
job, I am hopeful to learn as far as I can possibly take. There’s no limit in
education and that’s how it should be for me or for anyone else. I need to grow
in a lot of ways and if I don’t open myself to all possibilities, then I am
setting my education a limit. I am still in a process of finding what I really
want with my life. I thought I found it - that was, to work my way to the
success of a relationship no matter what’s in the way but when it ended, I was
convinced that somehow I thought my life the wrong way. I don’t know what the
future has in store for me but I am definitely in-charge of myself. And we always hold our time, don’t we all? When
the day ended today, I feel privileged to be living really close to school. No
one in the class lives closer than I am, and the thought challenges me to make
my travel-free time valuable. A welcome
back and a goodluck, for me. Cheers! ^__^
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