Truth Screams

How ironic, it has just been 4 months. I find it confusingly short. I remember when days seemed mercilessly long, when the sun was never to set yet the world was spinning fast around my head. I guess pampering my feelings helps, rather than denying. Every now and then, I’d write about it to keep any feelings from being unnoticed and unrealized. In some ways, I am still in dismay, but it’s visit doesn’t feel heavy now as it was. Besides, I’m giving the man some credit. Knowing him was not too bad, in over all. Lol So, I manage.



There it is - A rainbow!!!

I’ve spent a lot of time in silence, alone, as my highly suggested personal cure. In silence, every truth screams and it’s what I like best coz I get to know myself better, in good and bad times. I respect silence, I always did and will always do, as much as I enjoy running around messing with anything.



 

Now, this is comical.
How about a big head for a tiny body???

It is Sunday and I spent few hours of my afternoon, sitting on top of the monumental wall, reading a book, listening to every distant noise, and feeling each blow of the breeze. It’s great up there. I like the view.

 

Sorry about this.
 I was hopping from one phase to another,
only to find, somebody has a massive manhood! Hahahaha

It has been a little over 2 years since the last time I was there, and a little over a year since the last time I workout. I felt my knees tremble as I climbed my way to the top. I climbed too fast thought, I was excited lol I walk everyday for at least 20 minutes to at least 2 hours during weekend but it is nothing compared to climbing, or running, or doing tae-bo or yoga. Now, I suddenly miss all of those. Everything around is unforgivably hard and I hurt my left knee. Poor bare knee. The next time I am to climb up there, I will wear pants hahahaha A lesson painfully learned! lol

 

I have to get out of the house so I will be hanging around on the wall during weekends, to read. I need this time to keep me occupied yet stayed focused without getting myself exhausted coz some time soon, I’m in ‘’double time’’.

 

Gotta start training myself!