Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Sunday, May 06, 2012

Circles in My Head

It is finally morning and I woke up wishing,
To ever wake up from such a terrible dream.
Always looking forward to our dating day, Sunday.
But today is no longer that day.

The decision has been made. It has truly ended.
I wanted to be upset but what's the point of it.
My body is weak and I lost my strength.
My heart is pounding wild and my mind in whirlwind.

Different thoughts have occupied my head.
They are goin' in circles and I am losing focus.
They are changin in every beat.
Im gonna have a brain damage.

Thought my heart is broken but my whole body is too.
With them all over the place I cut myself tryin to pick a piece.
Should I keep on picking or call for a help?
I don't really know. I refrain to think.

This mess, this shit from hell.
I need to get over.
With nothing and no one to hold on to.
Don't know if I ever recover.

I am trembling, I want to scream.
But my breath can not sustain.
So here I sit around waiting,
For this crazy shit day to end.
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