Pissed Off

I think of you and wonder if u ever think of me.
It has always seemed so easy for you to see things this way.
I don't know exactly how you do it,
But I'm gonna find it myself.
 
The thought of holding u is to what end?
It's not for long, why prolong the pain?
I'm really stubborn I hold thing as long as it could last.
And with u, seriously, I need to change that.

We can not change anything in the past,
But we keep making choices for our coming days to embrace.
As every choice we make shapes our fate,
And to mine this time, without u in it.

You must be happy Im gone finally.
Just like how u want it, to be off ur desk.
Make a run of ur life and do worthier things than with me.
Dont worry I will let u keep it that way.

U no longer speak to me like its the best u can do.
Very kind but unnecessary, I am really in dismay.
These things are pissing me off.
Just pissed me off really.