The Parody of Four Worlds

~MY world, HER world, HIS world and THEIR world.

 

MY world is peaceful, secured and vibrant. She is cautiously shaped from her many adventures. She prefers to be on the road, looking through a window to reach as far her eyes can see, feeling everything in forward motion, perhaps, to run like a gazelle, to hunt like a tiger, and to soar like an eagle. In short, mahilig magsolo-flight sa maraming bagay ‘coz she’s fine by herself. Although, nakikisocialize din pag-may-time at pag-nasa mood.

 

HER world is close to MY world. And unlike MY world, she is more organized and socialized. Food trips never run out in HER world. In short, ideal na world ‘coz one will never feel hunger. MY world and HER world are in harmony.

 

HIS world is also close to MY world. He is filled with talents, no one can deny. Salute na, Bow pa. A world of an expert, that is! His world is filled with a rare kind of charm and confidence. He never runs out of silly jokes which MY world would buy without malice. ‘’Kulangot ka ba? ‘Coz you’re so hard to get!’’ ‘’Yikes!’’ Then, at one point, HIS world asked MY world to just please look him in his eyes. And she found herself out of breath (from laughing), but she admired his sincerity anyway. Ang cute cute pala n’ya pag-nagsusumamo ^__^ nyahahaha.

 

THEIR world is close to HER world and HIS world. They are much socialized and MY world often missed their hangouts. Although, she is the least socialized among 4 worlds, they became part of her adventure package – their presence, sensibility, laughter, jeering,… even the immaturity at times she finds quite fascinating.

 

MY world and HER world went for a food trip (as expected LOL). And she learned that HER world turned down HIS world months ago, discreetly. THEIR world doesn’t know. So MY world said to her, ‘’Guess, self-confidence can sometimes be a bitch.’’ LOL

 

Then, MY world tried to distant from HIS world. Even the Valentine’s date he pleaded did not materialized. But he is quite persistent and she simply hates avoiding (not her thing). So given the chance, during ng brown-out at cancellation ng classes, she decided they both needed to sit down and talk. Ito pa, during that day, ‘tsaka nalaman ng buong THEIR world about sa pagkabusted nya previously and of course asaran ang peg. May bagong topic!LOL

 

MY world, being considerate to three worlds, did not turn down HIS world but instead give him a condition to fulfill (In his own terms. Anytime. Anywhere.) before anything else matters. She wanted to give a man a break from his amusing heart affairs, thus, to prove himself to everyone. Kaya na nya yon. Kaya nga! ^__^ haha

 

Then, here comes a night when MY world felt wonderful being around HER world, HIS world and THEIR world. She was in the mood, enjoying the moment ‘coz she did not miss another hangout. At makabawi man lang sa Xmas party na na-missed. And just when she thought the night was going perfectly well, she was caught in between these three worlds! Whatda!!! But she would never compromise any world as much as she can. So she ran and disappeared from their sight, then shake off herself. She felt silly but it was something she had to do. Forget the big crowd of unknown faces and their merrymakings. Forget the booming music and the dancing lights. Forget about her exhausted look from the throbbing headache at sobrang sunod sunod na pagod. Forget where she was standing and whoever was looking. Sa may bridge, napapa-sh*t, napapa-iling, shaking herself, habang maraming nakatingin. Who cares?! Buti madilim. She just needed 10 seconds of herself, to be in her own peaceful world. Then, she went back to the big scene – the one she avoided the most. Awkward moment. (dot, dot, dot) HIS world was dying, asking her not to leave him. She thought he could handle THEIR world’s possible reactions. So she laughed it away and spoke for him. Damn! She needed a bottle of Emperador! Buti di sya nasagad. Or else, who knows, the outcome of the night could be worst. Haha Indeed, it was overwhelming and maybe it couldn’t be done in any way better.

 

One can never control everything. What would matter is how one reacts to the situation at hand. Well MY world is not sure if she handled the situation right. But it was the best she could do at that point. She felt relieved, there was no casualties between MY world, HER world, HIS world and THEIR world. She hopes for none anyway.

 

Finale. HIS world embraced MY world ng pang-wlang-bukas-na-yakap-award. Bigyan ng jacket! ^__^.

 

~ Dizzy ~

March 16, 2014. Sunday.