Unresolved

January 27, 2014. Monday.8:58 P.M. January has been an emotional month for me and as this month is ending, I demand for any unresolved arguments in my internals to ease away along with it. The Contemplation is over... The unexpected encounter with Dwin made me go back in time. I revisited but never reawakened the previous emotional torment long dispersed in the outerspace. I ones again replayed before my eyes those special moments, the ordinary ones, the gloomy ones, which all taught me well. At some points, the flashbacks went frenzy and stirred me a little bit when I let them. But then again, they are nothing but stellar objects so I am fine with them up there, illuminating my sky, decorating my world. However, Dwin became a permanent resident in my brain. There was a strong and unexplained force pulling me to him, to think about and long for. I instantly became fond of him. Sadly, it had to stop especially the good friendship I found in him. It’s his birthday tomorrow, exactly a month after mine. It’s not at all hard to remember, is it? Well I sent him an email birthday greeting and said my last goodbye too. I think a month of really taking time to go through this whole emotional experience is enough for me to say, ‘’it’s time to stop’’. I don't expect him to reply coz we have talked already but if he ever contact me again, then it’s good. I wish at some point in the future, our paths will cross again, and would be nice to see him talking with his bright-and-model-like smile without any trace of pain on his face. Please, help him blogger, like how you have helped me. Help him speak his mind ‘til he is left with nothing but satisfaction.