Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Saturday, February 01, 2014

Give It A Smooch

January 31, 2014. Friday. 10 A.M. It’s Chinese New Year, Gung xi fat cai, blogger! No work today, YEEPEEY!!! ^__^. I have been really busy since last week but it keeps my adrenaline flowing so I’m fine with it. Today, I would like to take a moment to chillax with you blogger. Let’s have a chitchat lol
 
I had fun last weekend during the trip, which will be in my next post. Seven of us went and we are the lucky seven, indeed! Long travel unwinds me. I like being on the road, looking out through the window, heading nothing but forward, to stretch my eye’s view, to lengthen my perspective, to simply go along with the road. Well, generally speaking, it always feels good to be away even for a while! LOL
 
This week, it’s lethal at work but pressure makes me feel human, thus it feels good. During the trip, Remy asked me, ‘’Why not asked Rhea for you to hold my position?’’. I had been accelerating on my jobhunt this month with the help of a few friends, including her and her friend. I wanted to get a new job before June, just in time for my last trimester in school. I want it to happen before I’m done with my MBA. And since Remy is resigning and soon be in Australia with her family, she’s with me on my quest while she’s still here. I’m gonna miss her! Sigh. But we both encourage our future so… ‘’Cheers, my dear sistah!’’ Anyway, I had the interest of asking our accounting manager to be the company’s bookkeeper instead of a new hired, but I didn’t want to spell it out first ‘coz for me it must come as an offer. I mean, there’s only 4 of us is the department and she knew exactly how I and others work so why not utilize the potential (if there is) of the existing ones first. I really feel stagnant there and dead-serious to volt out. The lack of benefits is making it even worst. Last Wednesday, upon the bookkeeper’s suggestion, our manager took it into consideration and I spoke myself to her too. And yesterday, she told me she’s giving me Remy’s position. ‘’God, thank you for the chance. I can gain higher experience just where I am.’’ ^__^. Well I’m a bit nervous coz I don’t want to disappoint them. They are more than just my colleagues. But I believe a determined soul can learn everything so I will be fine. Although, my current position is just a part of Remy’s, I have been practiced in school too anyway. And now that the chance is right in front of me, I must embrace it and give it a smooch ^__^. ‘’Ah! Daisy, show me what you got!’’ I couldn’t fill Remy’s boots but I will do my best. Sometimes, a fear of disappointing anyone is a good motivator hahaha lol
 
‘’Okay Daisy, tomorrow you are back in school, and as usual it’s every Saturday from 8AM to 6:30PM. Don’t forget to read-and-read and learn-and-learn. Then, you are turning over your position to Abie, while Remy is turning over hers to you. You have to be sharp! Stay Sharp! And don’t forget to visit the gym a few times a week!’’
 
Sh*t!!! That’s all? Hahaha’’  Fingers crossed ^__^.

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