Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Friendly Date

December 23, 2013. Monday. 10:53 P.M. I had a friendly date yesterday with Dwin. And from trying to open up my heart, I feel everything, I remember everything. I feel nervous, excited, smitten, brokenhearted, … - an internal battle. It makes me smile and frown. At some point, I feel like breaking down. I have hesitation to dig deeper into my emotion. I somehow fear to be hurt. But darn it! I will take things slow. Loving is a great thing afterall.
 
I enjoyed this so called friendly date. Dwin seems to be naturally fun and sweet. I can see right through him with his sincerity. He is more like Steve and I am glad about it. I will see how this new found friendship will progress if it will ever. I’m still smitten with Steve and we still talk. He is my sound chatbuddy as I told him and I adore him! I will always do I think and hopefully with Dwin too ^__^

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