December 23, 2013. Monday. 10:53 P.M. I had a friendly
date yesterday with Dwin. And from trying to open up my heart, I feel
everything, I remember everything. I feel nervous, excited, smitten,
brokenhearted, … - an internal battle. It makes me smile and frown. At some
point, I feel like breaking down. I have hesitation to dig deeper into my
emotion. I somehow fear to be hurt. But darn it! I will take things slow.
Loving is a great thing afterall.
I enjoyed this so called friendly date. Dwin seems to be
naturally fun and sweet. I can see right through him with his sincerity. He is
more like Steve and I am glad about it. I will see how this new found
friendship will progress if it will ever. I’m still smitten with Steve and we
still talk. He is my sound chatbuddy as I told him and I adore him! I will
always do I think and hopefully with Dwin too ^__^
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