Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. We may screw up making choices but life is not about it, it is what steps we take to rectify them.

A NOTE TO SELF: Be calm. Seek your center, that's where your strength is. Breathe. When you inhale, you are charged with energy. When you exhale, you rid your body of tensions; relax. Don't think. Obey your instinct. ~ Isabelle Allande|City of The Beast

HAVE COURAGE AND BE GRATEFUL, ALWAYS... ^__^.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Own Masterpiece

May 22, 2013. Wednesday. 8 P.M. It’s boring to only have work to mind. I’m always bored when I only have one major thing to think about. To me, that is underestimating myself. I get sick when my adrenaline is sleeping.
 
When my first term in MBA program ended, I needed something to fill in my 4 weeks off from school. Now, I am almost halfway on it and I still feel bored in many ways. I feel like I’m wasting my time not doing something worthy and lasting. I did lazy around but again a day of it is enough for me. I’ve been watching movies and re-watching a few. I went out with my roommates, shopping for almost 2 days – unbelievable but it was fun. I’m in for work every Saturday mornings ‘til I’m back in school for full Saturday classes. I was back on my sketchpad and I didn’t go bad sketching. For a week, I successfully lost 3 of 7 pounds I gained since January ‘til the other week. In a week more or 2, I’d be back to 103 pounds. I don’t want to drop to 100 pounds again, I look too thin for myself. I’m not some kind of vogue model anyway LOL Well, as much as I can, I am trying to make most of my time while I’m on break – doing some things I normally skip during busy weeks, in a way that won’t hurt my pocket.
 
I’m so glad that despite of spending so much, I’m not living with debts. I have to be more investment-minded very soon though, rather than running around like a wild stallion all the time. I’m 27 years old by the end of this year and I want to make most of my life ‘coz I can only live it once. I am always looking forward to be on trips every ones in a while no matter how short it is. And I am proud to say, I am not troubling my family, which is my pact I intend to keep coz that makes me happy. I am happy when they are not worried about me and they can rely on me.
 
In times like these, when there’s not much of actions, I do daydream a lot and scroll at my past. It doesn’t matter what’s in it coz it has molded me to who I am today. To me, it’s my own masterpiece to which I make a stroke every day. Appreciate your own work, right? ^__^.
 
Next week should be action-filled. I can’t wait!
 

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