A
year ago,
I
felt stupid ever loving you and I blamed myself for it.
When
sadness reached my soul, I felt exploited.
It
turned my poor heart inside out.
I had
dared myself I would always hold you,
To
make you feel my love, to never give up
I
have learned to live each day with you…
I have
decided to always love you.
Then,
my hands shivered in guilt. I felt guilty to myself.
The
bitterness of that day gave way to many sleepless nights.
I typed
away my thoughts and freely poured out my heart on my posts
My
words rattled, rumbling endlessly on my screen, fighting back my tears.
After
a year, I still care and I’m quite disappointed by myself
‘Coz
in my memory, our days are still fresh, just like yesterday.
I still feel hurt and sometimes with a tear down my cheek
But
it’s worth recalling when you smile in my head.
I was
happy anyhow.
~
Dizzy ~
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